Tonight is Rosh Hashana. Everyone is writing their introspective thoughts on Facebook, emailing shana tova blessings and calling each other. And yes, I’m also feeling introspective and extro-spective. I am looking at my world thinking about what’s gone down and what hasn’t. Feeling grateful for all the wonderful things in my life and sad about the tragedy of life.
I’m working in the same company as last year but have since learned plenty about content, about online stuff and most recently, learning a ton about project management – my most recent position. I’m learning how to work with all kinds of people. I’m learning when to take charge, when to make decisions and when to lean on those around me.
I’m learning about the cyclical nature of relationships. I’m learning about the importance of keeping the peace and keeping the relationships good with those closest to me. I am learning that if both sides will it, it’s usually possible.
I’m learning that I’m not always perfect so I should really get over that idea.
I’m learning that it’s so often not about me.
I’m learning that life is most definitely a bed of roses – it is full of wonderful fragrances, beautiful views and lots of thorns.
I’m learning that it’s really easy to want something you don’t have.
I’m learning to appreciate the time I have, the health I have, the people I have, right now.
I’m learning that sometimes it is best to follow the recipe.
And, thank God, I’m learning to be a nicer person.
And why do I write this all in present tense? Because none of this ends. It is all part of the process of my life.
Shana tova umetuka,